So, I'm leaving Hawaii in two days. It was soooo nice to get a break. Trely needed... but I find myself missing home. Missing the smells, my friends, taco bell, and a certain boy. I won't go into detail of my vacation, because les be honest. Who the hell wants to read about someone else's 3 week hawaiian vacaion? not me. so iwon't do that. I have other things to talk about like the certain boy.. lets call him... paco. So paco has been my friend for nearly 3 years now. Sweet right? Except I knew I wanted more from the start. Not so sweet. So I've played friends this wholetime. We went t homecoming last year. Sounds serious, right? but nothing. Then I though maybe he's just gay. But then we went out on a date, and you know that moment all girls hope for? The one you see in he movies? Picture it: You're climbing out of his car to walk into your house. You REALLY hope he pulls you back in quickly, taking your every breath away in this amazing kiss. Well, that's what i kept dreaming of, and I got nada. That was okay with me, until he stopped talking to me entirely. Sucks huh? yeah. So depressing. Then out of the blue, I'm talking five monthes pass and I get a text. Now ever since then, we text non stop. Litterally. And now I don't wanna pass up my chance.. because I really think I los it last time. I'm almost a year older, so I should be wiser right? This time, since he doesn't have the ball I guess 'm gonna have to say it first. Just three words, ne for each year of friendship. I-Like-You. We'll see how this goes. any truely good advice? I think there's a comment box up in this jint somewhere.
-Megan Bad.
